A lot of time in my life has been spent with regret. I wished I would’ve done this but I wish I could’ve done that. I always wondered why life was so hard, I looked around and it didn’t seem quite as bad for some, at least not like it was for me. I learned at an early age to never tell! Never tell anyone anything. Keep your mouth shut and children aren’t supposed to be heard, only seen! You’re opinion wasn’t wanted and your thoughts never mattered! Just shut the fuck up and get in the corner! I had a very vivid imagination about crazy things all around. At night I would see things float around my room like ghosts and goblins in all kinds of goons! One time I think I might have saw a baboon! Lol
I asked and wondered what it would be like to have a mom and dad that never had to fight. I watched as she became week and no longer had a voice she didn’t stand up for herself or us, I wondered if she had a choice. We all have choices, yes we do we make good ones and bad ones, some make us happy, some make us blue!
And all reality we all know what is true! It’s true that everything in our life makes us who we are I’ve become to understand that so much better as I ride around in the car!